P o s t s!

Ok... There's no denying that I'm actually lazy to post over the past month Don't know why. Maybe it's just because I don't feel like it. Now, when I'm actually sitting on my bed wanting to post something... yet, I don't actually know what to post.

The past month has been hectic. My final year project's chapter 1 was rejected and I need to re-do everything from scratch which of course.. NOT STARTED. Then, there's another assignment going due this Monday which is also of course.. NOT TOUCHED!

Then.. yet again, I've been doing this over and over again since the 1st sem. I realized from then I could do things really fast, I've really good concentration when I'm doing something, yet, when I'm not in the mood, I don't even bother.

So, since there's not much to talk about. I'm gonna leave this here right now and continue again soon!

T i L L T h e n!

Damn.

Just came back from clubbing and I'm gonna write something short and stupid. Oh ya.

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Before that, a tribute to M.J. "You are a legend yourself, even with all sorts of scandalous news flying around, you, The king of Pop, will always be remembered as one of the greatest entertainers that rock my world. Rest in Peace."

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Ok, now to start off.. I'm feeling crappy. Imagine this, I've got like 2 months of holidays, yet I cant even actually use the freaking holidays well. With the shitty attachments, the so-called "training", it doesn't actually matter already right? I've used up most of my time working daily apart from Sats and Suns yet... the time for me to actually get my rest and stuff is still not enough..

I really need a freaking long rest.

I need to have more time.

TIME!

Ok.. apart from time, I need something else... Shit. I suddenly feel shitty. ARGH!

Alright... I'm ending this here.

Damn!

Growing Up

Growing up.. Now I really know how does it feel like reaching out to myself and reflecting loads of stuff that have gone by through my life. Starting from the people that I've met, the things that I've done, things that I've missed and maybe times that I've wasted.

As I look back, I could remember the times that I've had loads of different feelings along the way where I've felt happy to sadness. People have been coming in and out of my life. Like what they always use, "Leaving footprints in your life." I've met a lot of people along the way up till now, I've also got separated with a lot of people throughout the journey.

Still, after meeting lots of different people, being friends with them and all, I began to realize that not all so-called "Friends" are actually those that I want to have in my life. I'm beginning to see clearly that these people, will only use you when they see fit, and when there's benefit for them along the way. The worst part is, some of these so-called "friends" ain't worth helping no matter what. They expect that you treat them real good, but will just ditch you if the conditions are not that good.

Damn, as I type this, I really feeling kinda pissed in a way as some shits in my life are there just for show and won't help you even if it is a win-win situation for all sides. As long as they get their goodies, who cares bout you if you get your goodies or not.

Good friends and buddies are hard to get, luckily for me, I know that there are people that I can actually count on when I've no place to turn to.

Still, I pissed of those retards that whom I treat as friends, yet treats me only as an equipment. When use, treat well. If not used, ditch it.

Till then?

Angels & Demons.

I've finally watched the movie Angels & Demons that I wanted to watch last week.

The movie :

Once again, Professor Robert Langdon (Tom Hanks) stars in this movie as the famous symbologist that almost threatened the existence of the Vatican within the story of The Da Vinci Code. But here, the Vatican turns to R.Langdon's help as things get bad within the Vatican itself when the Pope dies suddenly and everything starts to go wrong.

An old enemy of the church, a secret group of modern minds (scientists, freethinkers etc)that was once hunted down and killed by the Vatican in the past, The Illuminati a.k.a The Enlighten Ones have emerged from the past and starts to haunt the church itself.

Langdon helps the Vatican to look for the four missing prefiritis (the favorites to be next Pope) as the events go on things get more and more out of hand and Langdon has to stop the assassin from killing all the prefiritis.

I'm not going to put everything here to spoil the movie eh?

Point of View + Rating :

Ok... From my point of view and the rating that I'll be giving to this movie. For a Dan Brown's reader like me, of course this movie is enjoying + annoying in some important aspects. The movie might start real slow for someone expecting lots of action but still, it got me on my nerves when they start to find the preferitis.

The movie has lots of different points from the book. I realized that putting a great book into a two hour movie is unrealistic but still... important aspects of the movie have been changed.

It was annoying in the sense where.. Max Kohler as one of the important characters within the novel went missing.

Baggia Survived?? The Next Pope??

The worst part.. The Illuminati Diamond that is one of the most important things that I was expecting from the movie was taken away from the movie = =" Damn, they changed it with some lame symbol.

Overall rating from me.. 7 / 10 (They should not have changed the novel too much!)

Still.. For someone that wants to enjoy the movie, it would be a nice thriller. For someone that have read the novel like me, what done is done and it cannot be undone.

What to do? For me? Just enjoy the movie then.

Some of the pictures.

Robert Langdon (Tom Hanks)

Vittoria Vetra (Ayalet Zurer)

Camerlengo Patrick Mckenna (Ewan Mcgregor)

Below are the ambigrams shown.

FYI, Ambigrams are words that will still remain the same when you turn them 180 degrees around.

Illuminati.

Earth, Air, Fire, Water.


The Illuminati Diamond.

Till then? Enjoy!

不知所措。

突然。。

自己变得不知所措了。

为什么会这样？

突然就是心情变得很复杂。

变得不想开口说话了。

变得脾气越来越差了。

真的不知道该怎么办才好。

有预感自己会和很多人起冲突。

心情乱，想冷静，却又不能。

自己就快被这个心情给打垮了。

呼吸变得很沉重。

感觉上就快被淹死了。

真的。。

自己变得不知所措。

对什么事都好。

就是。

不想去管，不想去了解了。